When I love you

Deeply

Within my core

Longing,

Yearning,

Reaching out…

I feel

Your void

The absence

Of you,

Needing me

The way

I need you…

So I let you go…

What good is Love,

When it paralyzes?

Killing every sensation 

That makes me live.

You 

Cannot fathom

Me in the depth

Of the ocean

And the life within

That throbs

Unseen

And superlatively

Beautiful 

You

Can only see me

In light

When it is bright

Flitting like the butterfly 

From one to another flower..

No, you 

Need me

In bits

The spurts

That you like

That suits you

The whole

Is always

A bit much to take

The depth

Too deep

To go to…

Alas, Et tu?